| fearing the worst |
[May. 4th, 2009|02:14 am] |
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being around my dog right now is just breaking my heart. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2009|02:10 am] |
i keep finding rolls of film lying around in my room
 
 
 
 
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[Jan. 24th, 2009|01:18 am] |
my oh my. things are so good right now. i don't even understand. things are happening and its great.
last month i had to film the drum and bass club night at the junction (hired by those who got me to film beardyman last time) and after a month and a half of so much stress and panic from it and thinking i'm just not capable of doing this... i managed to churn out this;
Warning - Shogun Audio Assassins Tour - Dec 08 from alex oliver on Vimeo.
and the guy who hired me was loving it so much and he emailed me a massive list of all the feedback from the various Warning websites from the punters who loved it. man oh man. he told me he loved it, then after that i got praised for some marketing work i did and then i ate a really good sandwich.
i will also being filming a dancer/choreographer who has a dance company and work on their new projects with them and more of this Warning stuff and also now will be doing a film about the junction as a whole for a conference held by Arts Council people. oh god. oh god!
the cinema marketing is also going awesomely well and i definitely enjoy it. i am enjoying these good distractions as it makes me not want/need a boy currently. i have decided to stop pining boys that do not pine back so much. January 2009 has been good to me.
tomorrow night; burlesque night. corset arrives. red lipstick on. and victory rolls will be up. |
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| winters love |
[Nov. 7th, 2008|06:49 am] |
staple winter attire of 2008
i'm awake and hungry. waking up from drunken dehydration is the most awful experience. i am living the hangover i should be sleeping through.
i filmed beardyman and jungle drummer on saturday - and now i am really hated by them, but the guy who hired me was so happy which is GREAT. alex oliver sure loves cash in hand. the venue has hired me now as their filmmaker, pretty much. good times.
my head
my head. |
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| a-ha! |
[Oct. 16th, 2008|12:58 am] |
i think this is proof that i have lived my life as well as i can live it. i think i have lived it well.
him live was the best thing i had ever seen oh my god. that steve is a devilishly handsome sex pest and i would have allowed him to snort whatever substances off of any part of my body. perhaps. HAPPY.
we make a good couple y/y? |
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[Oct. 15th, 2008|11:42 am] |
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i will be doing costume and styling for the new bring me the horizon video. ridiculous. |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2008|10:12 pm] |
i hate boys i hate boys i hate boys i hate boys
i hate stupid girls i hate stupid girls i hate stupid girls |
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[Sep. 1st, 2008|01:13 am] |
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i am some kind of serial heartbreaker |
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[Aug. 8th, 2008|03:13 pm] |
i have moved in to my new house and finally finally finally i have a room big enough for a nice double bed. i am attempting to make is as handsome of a room as possible.
i also think i may be allergic to wheat? maybe. i probably get way to bloated and also struggle to breathe a little everytime i eat some bread, but didn't when i bought some wheat-free/gluten-free/dairy-free bread. but i am not paying that ridiculous amount for bread. i may attempt to make my own. yom yom yom. |
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| NEED |
[Jul. 6th, 2008|04:52 pm] |
i am so over my old bike and need a beauty just like THIS.
heartthrob. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2008|03:03 am] |
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this is probably going to be really tough |
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| this keeps on happening |
[Apr. 19th, 2008|07:21 pm] |
i am sitting in my bedroom, at my desk
with a bottle of wine and a bar of chocolate
wearing my massive lumberjack shirt which i wear nearly every day now
listening to sonic youth's daydream nation SO loud in my huge headphones
writing my dissertation
and wishing he was here |
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| marriage |
[Mar. 31st, 2008|08:17 pm] |
today i watched Lars and the Real Girl and Ryan Gosling might just be the man of my dreams.
(sometimes he made a richard face and my heart sunk a little)
heartthrob. |
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[Mar. 31st, 2008|02:15 am] |
life has been an emotional rollecoaster ten fold recently. stupid things happened and heartache and heartbreak. break ups. confusment. tears. love. more tears. more heartache. i don't know whats happening inside of my head and my heart right now and it's been the most ridiculous/difficult/painful/confusing time of my life. love hurts. i haven't really had a break. shit hit the fan straight after my dissertation performance which I had been working so hard on and even an impromtu escape to barcelona couldn't help me. though the sunshine was definitely nice, whilst hearing that england was snowed on as i lay out on the balcony under the suns rays. but it's all stuff i had said to explain to so many others so many times before i am just making myself feel sick. more sick, really. i have a cold too. not ideal. thanks england for the nice welcome back/fuck you.
i also am finding it difficult to get started on my dissertaton. i really cannot be bothered to write it and don't really know what i want to write about. the representation of the female body in contemporary performance. exciting. i don't care anymore. i also need to make a film, that I am using the naked body to be projected upon. thing is I don't know what I want to project on to it and my tutors want me to do this 'experiment' live so I also have to find/pay someone to get naked in public for me.
I have a couple of jobs perhaps a-go-go... I am in a directors file to be handed to a producer to work on a short film this August. hopefully they will let me work with them, hopehopehope. i also may be working on Costume for a feature length film which I 'helped' out on set for the teaser for which looked incredible and the director of photography was definitely handsome and a lecturer in the art department of my uni. HI THERE. the man who also owns the cinema i work at has also been getting me work as a freelance filmmaker which is quite exciting. I have a meeting on thursday with a man at the theatre here to make a piece with a beatboxer and drummer? i don't know. yey.
i want to escape. |
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